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Sunday, April 29, 2012 @ 2:16 AM

Just so not in the mood. Whatever I have done seem to be wrong. What's the point of my life? Trying so hard to do my best with everyone around me saying that I wasn't do it right. Sick and tired of it, yet I dunno who to turn to. Keeping everything within myself, just dunno what to do and how to voice it out. Even if I know how to voice out, I also know that saying out won't solve anything as people won't care about what I think and how I feel.

Just what have I done wrong? Can't seem to voice out like I used to be. Can't seem to cry out like I used to. Everyday is just a fake smile that is used to cover up all the unhappiness. Keeping quiet won't solve the problems but at least I am better off this way. Crying silently at night just seem to be the only way that I am able to smile the next morning.

I guess I am not able to be myself anymore. Reality is just so cruel. How long more before I fully breakdown?

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