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Thursday, February 17, 2011 @ 9:51 AM

最近想了很多 我知道我也有不对的地方 可是又有谁希望事情会这样？

Have been thinking for others way too much.. Come to think about it.. I am sick of it.. Helping people and I came to know that no one is there for me when I need help.. All I got back was blame-ing.. Tired about it.. How I wish that I can stop all this by ending my life but dying is not the right way to solve things.. I am more clear than anyone else about this.. Yet I am not having the right thinking on.. All I could do is holding on all the hurts and pain that is inside me silently..

How long can I still hold on to all the pain? Feel like crying again.. Maybe walking in the dark isn't a problem to me for now.. As I am getting used to it but why am I feeling so tired and sick of living?

Don't wish to talk to anyone about this.. Maybe I should just disappear like this into the air and never appear again..

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