Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 5:49 PM
Just wake up not long from a afternoon slp cause morning wake up quite early for cca.. After that went to jp eat lunch.. Then went home after a short walk.. Feeling too tired so slp right after reaching home..
Today Eco still ok.. Most of them at home but not the owner not in, if not is they dun wish to sign up.. Only one of them sign up.. After everything went to coffee shop & slack for awhile.. Hmmm, went back to the gather point to submit the files & papers.. Sat down & rest awhile before going to take bus..
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Recently, thinking a lot again.. Another 5 weeks to go but still can't study well like last time.. Haix.. Give up.. Just try my best to pass.. Dun wish to give myself anymore pressure.. If not, will become what my brother say.. Become mad after too much stress on studies.. So its better not to pressure too much on studies.. Just try my best can already, I guess..
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Feel like scolding myself again.. Haix.. Dun know what can I still say about it already.. Giving up on scolding myself cause no point scolding when I can't even listen in what I want to tell myself..
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wo zhi xiang gao shu ni.. wo shi zhong hai shi zai xiang ni.. dui bu qi.. wo mei you ban fa wang ji guo qu.. Really sorry for being like this.. Just can't seem to find myself back.. If only time could return to that day.. Really get my lesson & feeling tired about it already.. Pls god, give me the second chance.. I really wish that miracle will happen now..
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