Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
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My choice this time is to be cruel to myself.. I will use my own hands to cut off the connection line between him & me.. This is the hardest but most useful way.. I will end up hating myself again for sure but I dun care about it anymore.. This is the way I am.. Maybe..
Because of ur one word, I do my very best.. End up hurting myself again.. I was lost but u wasn't there.. Hope I wish I could forget how silly I was.. But I know I won't.. Have been trying to hide my sadness up with a smile, a laugh.. But deep within me, I know nothing is right..
This time, it will be the same.. I know u won't be there, so I make up my mind, to let u go.. Hope u give me a thought also.. Dun be there to hurt me if u dun need me.. At least, I will feel better this way..
(This time, I will be appearing offline from the real world..)
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