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Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 7:37 PM

Haix.. Feeling down.. Dunno can type wat here..
Feeling disappointed with myeslf..
I am just a useless idiot.. Hate myself..
Nothing seem right.. Cannot study well, cannot play badminton well..
Also dunno how to talk to my friends anymore..
My family also dun know me.. When I am down, they still talk so much of useless thing..
How I wish someone to be there for me now.. But no one's here..

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Told myself ytd not to use com too much.. But it seem like that its impossible..
Haix.. Only can write out my thinking in this way..
Have been hiding a lot of thing from other..
Is like, I have been wearing a mask to cover the real me..
Dunno how to show myself out anymore..

I am really very tired & sick about living.. No one know why, not even myself..
It's time to take a rest from real world..
Haven't eat my dinner yet.. No mood ba, haix..

(The more hopes & time put in, the more disappoint & hurts in return..)

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