Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 2:10 PM
Haven't been feeling calm, relax recently.. Not really thinking to much but I did think back some time.. I wan to know the true behind something but I can't see anything.. Feeling empty but can't let anyone know about it.. Empty, lost, sad, emo, moodless.. A lot of different feeling mix 2gether, but there's only bad, no gd..
Wondering wat have I been doing this whole holiday.. The result is emo-ing at home, I guess..
Dunno wat to do.. Have been feeling lost in some ways but didn't find anyone to talk about it..
Cause I thought everyone will be busy with their sutff.. Then I suddenly know that, I am not the one in this type of problem.. There's also someone out there thinking that it's the end of the world, maybe because of this, I feel a bit better but at the same time thinking that why is there only empty-ness in this world..
1 yr, 365 days.. every little day add up to a big memory in the brain..
From happiness, cheerful, calm to unhappiness, uncheerful, uncalm, down, sad, emo, empty..
In another words, from gd to bad to worse..
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2dae I will be staying at home & stay emo.. Cause tmr returning to sch also dun wan to bring the emo-ness back.. Want to stay calm for the time being.. Just listen to the song & nothing else, maybe..
Thats all, ending here with a empty thinking..
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