Tuesday, May 5, 2009 @ 8:07 PM
Reason: today's school work actually I know how to do but thinking other thing that's why become anyhow do, ended up all wrong become more emo...
Morning: went to school for lesson as usual, reach classroom outside take temperature (36.8 degress), then went into class, come out again, go in again, out, in, out, in (lol... keep on walking in and out like in my own house like that...)
After that also get to sit down silently as I was doing my CAD project (almost done, finish soldering & drilling, left checking & testing.)
Lunch time: didn't eat as no mood, just sit down at the canteen with kor, jie, mei, bro, sis (some of them eating, some not), I was drinking water then thinking again (hai... forever everlasting thinking...) Went back to class early as really no mood.
Lesson again, do work all the way until lesson end then went home by 2-ways bus (bus 66 to jurong east, bus 52 to under my house blk the bus stop.)
Reach home, tired & emo so went to bedroom to rest until about 7pm take shower.
Haven't eat my dinner, still no mood ar!!! think about 8pm+ then use com.
2dae won't use com until so late as really no mood, also a bit sick so going rest early.
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Words for myself ?
April ar, don't think so much le. Thinking also have one limit but u are thinking over limit already. Learn to take a break as and when, don't keep thinking of the ending of the world, there's still quite some time before then.
Remember someone's word: past, present, years later.
Forget the past, it will never appear again so its just memories.
Presently, try ur very best in the things u are doing, never have regrat!!!
Years later, sooner or later life will get even harder or easier, just follow the step of time.
Hopefully I can make it ba, but it's hard for a person to keep falling & stand up as nothing happened. So I will just try my best.
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gei ta de hua:
wo xiang wo hai shi mei wang ji ni dui wo shou de hua.
jing tian de wo, hao xiang you yi dian nan guo.
bu zhi dao wei shen me, jiu shi nan guo.
maybe in the 1st place, i didn't even try to forget ba.
hai... hope to return to the beginning when everything look so normal.
wo dui bu qi ni, wat i say over & over again just bring me more down.
hai... wo hui hao hao guo de, qing ni ye yao hao hao guo.
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