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Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 9:26 PM

Have make myself disappear for about half a day already, maybe will continue to disapppear until the day, I feel like appearing again... Don't know why, just don't feel like appearing to the outside world... Trying to be avoid the reality? Maybe...

Woke up for about 5 mins during 6am then back to sleep (cause of tired-ness)
Woke up for about 3 hrs during 1pm then back to bed again...
6pm, the final time that I woke up until now...

Been think too much ytd, maybe trying to give up already... Life is so tiring... Stressful...
Dun understand wat have happened before then... Just tired & sick of living...
Keep on sleeping 2dae, hoping to sleep until dead, maybe...

Ending here,
hope to have a chance to see rainbow, seaview or sit down at the river side again...

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